“Princess Daily Life My World My Say”
Tuesday, March 13, 2012 || 10:54 PM
hey, i love twitter ;3 do follow me @namaakusharleen. i'm in love with my own twitter, it's like we can express our feeling though there and post almost anything there without people commenting at what we posted or even say such bad things, it's like omg, it's my world?????? loving it hehe. it's as simple as 123, you like, you re-tweet, don't like, un-follow.Hmm...how about tomorrow? i wanna pierce smiley badly); maybe after going to grandma shop, Po and i going to masling lama. she gonna accompany me. hopefully everything is find tomorrow. hmm, can't wait trololololololololo~ Saturday, March 10, 2012 || 6:00 AM
it's hard to imagine that one day,
- i won't go to school anymore but i'll be heading to work
- i'll be leaving on my own or friends instead of my parent
- i won't have to travel using transportion anymore because i can drive where ever i want
- i'll be waking up to a spcial someone next to me
- i will have kids runing around the house
And so much more. i'm scared that i'm growing up too fast and time won't slow down because the little girl in me, still wants to be a Disney princess. how i wish i could control the time so i know what happen next. it's sad somehow things changed so quickly xx.
Thursday, March 01, 2012 || 10:55 PM
I’m so unhappy with myself that I feel like I’m going to be sick. What I’ve done has not only hurt the people around me but made me even more mad. I need to realize that one day someone isn’t going to cares about me find me and save me. That next time it will be too late. I make impulsive choices and I don’t realize they’re stupid until it’s too late. I don’t like living like this. I don’t mean to just give up, cause I hate giving up. But if you know me you know how much I go through. I’m not trying to make it sound like what I did wasn’t wrong and immature. It definitely was and no matter what happens there’s no excuse for giving up. being with you was the only time that was happy
i've been trying really hard to be positive, at least on the surface, because i feel like i don't deserve to be sad. how long it is going to take me and you to be back as per-normal? it's like me trying to explain to someone that never understand anything in life, it's like you know you making the wrong choice yet still continue so do i, maybe the day that i stop being-a-coward is the day that you realized, sometimes i just think that i need to step out side and remember who are you to me the thing now is that my feeling in me now is like im lossing someone that was never ever mine? hmm, everything happen for a reason and i belive that god has a plan for everyone. i'm here wishing the best for you and you were there flirting and act as if nothing happened . i just decided being sad is a waste of time xx.
Sunday, February 26, 2012 || 2:30 AM
Everything is great when you don't give a shit or even stared it first. please don't get tired of me, i beg. it happens every-time. people lose interest in me. they get tired of me. suddenly,they don't bother talking to me anymore. our conversation became shorter. you forgot about me and it seems like it became a distant memory between me and you. i wonder if it's my fault sometimes or maybe not. but than i realized that people never stay in my ife, they come and go whenever they like and i can't change them to be with me as it was their choice and they decide it. maybe one fine day you will beg to me wanting me back to your life and at that point, you'll see the change in me. i don't think i will be good enough for anyone, sometimes i just need someone to talk to. there will be nobody else for me, and i don't want anybody else. i never wanted to lose you, i just wanted to prove that i can live without you ♥ xx.
Thursday, February 23, 2012 || 11:59 AM
To my sister; the birthday girl; sweet wishes for you,May you have a very special birthday filled everything your heart desires, and may all your birthday wishes come true. May the early morning 23 February shine your day, may your dream will be fulfilled and your goals will come true. I am blessed to have a sister like you and i hope your birthday is filled with joy, in everything you do, and as you add a candle to your birthday cake every years, so will a wish be added too. And remember, Sister's make the best of friends<3 hehe * hugs&kisses* xx.
Monday, February 20, 2012 || 3:18 PM
I'm sorry sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than i could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because i know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest or most fun and exciting girl. But i do know that no matter how hard and long you look, you'll never find someone that loves you like i do. Jealousy is normal until it get's in my way and ruins your attitude, your attitude told my that. I'm jealous of every girl who has ever kissed you - Because for one moment they held my entire world. I want to be the girl that make your bad day better, and the one that makes you say 'my life has changed since i met her', sometimes i wish i could just fast forward the time just to see if in the end it's 'worth it loving you all this while xx.
Friday, February 17, 2012 || 11:39 AM
Stop your nonsense, if you gonna stay with your attitude like this, might as well you just sit at home with no friends, problem? I was stating the facts. You letting your Haters hate you more and your love ones hate you. Why make them hate you when you can make them love you? The more i silents myself, you will take advantage isn't? Stop regretting what you have done. Every single things that you do wrong, i speak to you and you'll go on blaming yourself for doing this and that but for what blaming your own self when you still don't learn it? A mistake must be learn. Stop deleting whatever post that you wrote about me because i have read it. Every problems you made has it solution. 'Berani buat berani tanggung' Don't sweat my swag, i'm a Princess your're a Cindarella that doesn't matter because Princess do exist in world but not Cindarella, it's a Fairtale xx.
